To whom may concern,

I would greatly thank God for the earlier realization of me towards my mistake all the time I did previously either in every relationship in my life.

All times I have hurt countless of times to my kor who are someone where always guide me how to be a good, kind-hearted, polite, humble, honesty person. Only the bright side will lead to the true definition of "successful" instead of the dark side. During the moment where he guided me since long ago, I'm such a stingy person who always do not care of my kor feelings where always cared of my relationship at all cost, putting relationship into my first place and will being defensive towards this relationship.

On that time, my kor would finally being sad and hurt a lot and continuously scold me and I always being ego type where don't listen and scolded him back till he cried. I did tell him "please don't be my kor anymore" in front of him, this kind of feeling is like a knife stabbed into his heart where he can't sleep for the whole night. I know this will make someone suspected that we are couples, but the truth we know between each other is brother. Brother is part of family, that always will concern of each other. As lover is part of your life partner, where will always support care, and love each other at all cost without self satisfaction and all about givings.

My kor is a really persisted person where he did not ever gave up this brother and he believe that one day he will succeed his thoughts towards me. And THANK GOD! you had really made his day brightly and  day by day he would have his really nice smile.

Unfortunately, my kor having a high blood pressure in a abnormal status and previously with a mistaken records where having a glucose and high albumin in the urine medium. I'm really sad here and regret by not appreciating you kor, now I really realize that all times I hated you actually is wrong, I should be happy and feel the harmony when there's a 1% of people in this world who be there for me at all times. I really thank GOD for giving me this kor, I am really really proud to be your Di.

Kor, now I know that caring and putting effort without giving up on a person is really really hard and a lot of pains out there. I had felt the feeling for now. But no matter what, I know that I should not make kor feel bad and sad anymore. Sun fu you already kor, all the years, you had give countless of sacrifice towards this didi.

Forever brothers! ;')!

God is fair to every human, and always see on what they do. I believe it.

There will be another decision in my mind where I've set up from now on. I know that no matter how hard you try, how hard you put efforts on it, how hard you appreciate it, the outcome for me is really pain. It's my time to let go and end my duty on the day. Sorry God that I gave up for now although I didn't gave up lots of times even it is really painful, but this time I'm sorry. ;'....

May my care should give someone who deserve it and it will feel happy. I believe in this world there is! Even I'm in the less percentage of human beings.

Thank God for giving me this characteristics.